sad... angry.. piss off...

hmm..
today...
i heard from sumone...
one of staff say i sing very loud...! give him very fan...
i dunno give wat expression..
friend...

i dun talk bad about him...!!
why... did i say or do anyhting wrong to you..
haiz..
after.. i hear this...
i realy..start understand .. my another staff karson ng...
said...
there are no true friend...
all friend... are just using each other...

it ok ..at least .. i din trust anyone also.. from the start...!!
hmm.. bt one thing for sure...
i am small gas..
and that person... will nt be my friend soon...
u are shit!!!
hmm... i realy sad..suan le ba...
at least.. i still dun wan to be make any enemy now..
sabar...with this kind of people...

hehe.. today...
happy lo...
gt a small mui mui...
call me cute ... gor gor..
haha...
the way i do my job.. very cute...
always kena bully by other...
happy.. lo...
at least gt sumone... now the way i using in my job..

hmm.. going to start my journey..
in singing...
and also saving money...for my study...
hehe
hmm.. next week.. need to help the k kiddies singing competition...
take care all the contestant...
become their step father...
wuwu...very excited...
thank to karson ng.. give me a chance to learn ...
at least i learn sumthing.. in k box..
wat a nice experience..before i leave k-box.. in next year june...
appreciate.. the day... in my luv working place....
K-BOX>>>
my second home...
a place where i cry.. i laugh... i angry....i jealous...
hehe...

hmmm.. my birthday... hehe..
they all celebrate ... my birthday... in k box kitchen....
hehe..
call me go to kitchen.. and suddenly.. light off...haha.
happy birthday... song begin...
a cake bring in my first sight..
oh my gosh...
hehe...happy...at least.. a memorable.. for my 20 birthday....
thank to you all...
now a day..
me 20 years old..
hehe..feel very tired... this few day...
my eye ... and head.,, pain.. feel very pain and dizzy....
haiz..
dunno... wat happen..
bt can feel.. i need sum rest....to walk another 50 years..
to become a true man...
to become a man... that can take care of myself and another path of mine..
amitabha...
pls forgive me.. all the wrong i have done..
i regreat of the thing had happen...
i hope.. i can stand up back...
and help many people in future...!!
this is my dream. to decrease the wrong i have done....to all the people i have hurt...
sry..!!!对不起。。。

gud nite.. everyone..
i am mason...
lee ming han...
sweet dream...

为什么。。

20 years old...
wat do i have...
haiz..
am i too childish..
sry ar..
yes.. i am....!!!
haiz...
again again....
make my self... like this..
am i act confidence...wat happen to me...
my gosh..haiz...

haiz.. i have no direction....
after... working working...
i noe one thing... bad about me...
i cant do many thing.. at the same time..
it will make me...cant concentrate...

after... time time...
fast fast reach ...to june..
get back to my study...
no more playful......
serious...mason.. dun think so much...

hmmm.. maggie... hope .. today.. i din tell you...
the truth...it right..
wish u happy...and accept.. wat nt gud.. about your bf...
sad...
bt happy... because... settle.. one thing...jo..
now...
no more worry..
no more... excuse...

dream...need to find my dream....
nitez.. everyone...
i am mason han...
gam ba teh...

我有目标。。。

哈咯。。。
你们好。。。
今天的。。。 我。。。。
开始储钱了。。。。
虽然。。。失败了。。。可是。。。希望。。。
我可以快快。。。。做我喜欢的东西。。。
有人说。。。我适合读法律吗。。。。
我真的忍不住。。。好。。想。。问它们。。。关你屁事。！！
可是。。。我忍。。！为何呢。。他们是我的同事。。
其实。。。我们生出来。。。就会穿衣服吗。。。
无论。。做什么。。。都要。。。一个目标。。。
就是。。。家。。。
我喜望。。。我做的工。。。可以。。帮到。。很多。。。很多。。的家庭。。。。
也许。。。现代的社会。。思想。。。变了。。。！！
我呢。。。你可以讲我小气。。。单纯。。。
可是。。我小气。。。因为。。我仔细。。。的领听你们的话。。。
我单纯。。因为。。。我希望。。我的后代。。。。有一个美好。前途。。
社会。。。思想。。是人定的。。。
是好。。是坏。。。是在于自己。。。
做工。。。听到的话。。。
很难听。。。可是。。。为了。。钱。。。
忍吧。！。
另外。。。尊敬。她们。。。
上司。。是不可以。。超越。。。只可以。。。随着她的目标走。。。。
在适当的时候做适合东西。。。
哈哈。。。。可是。。。讲就容易。。。做就难。。。
对不对！！
我还是我。。。
不会改变。。。

希望。。。可以用我的。。。成功路程。。。
鼓励。。。那些和我一样。。的人。。。
我一定可以。。证明。。
晚安。。。
i am mason han..
nitez..
sweet dream.. bye...!!!^.6

无奈。

哈咯。。..
apa khabar....
i'm fine...
hehe..
today.wat i wan tell.. is...
this world. very small..
the girl... i tackle.. 1st time...
during form 4....
find me....hehe..
happy....hmm...bt ... when she ask...
hei..!! ming han... wat u wan study...
hmmm...
i say law..
........she say.. wah.....
bt in my mind....
haiz... it foundation ....hmm.. very proud mar..
then...after.. she noe..
she say... ohh...foundation...
hehe...in this time...i think luv is nt important... for me....
wat do i have...., in this... age.. 20... girl wan to find a guy.. with gud qualification....
then.. i diam diam saja...
maybe time... is the best way....to prove .. everything...
before this... think ... i am very geng...in chasing girl....
bt lar.. after... i think back... actualy.. it nt like like..
no matter.. how cool or funny... u are....
it nt important...
feeling is the most important...
wat feeling leh...
not luv or like feeling...only.. also include... safe feeling....
hmmm.. wat i can i give...to make sumone .. happy..
nothing...i wun hate...to all the girl that reject me...
it a gud thing....because... i realy.. nt a perfect guy..

hehe...
yesterday....
tip...
only rm 4.15...
haiz..
my target.. is 5....
then...they.. say... i gt take tip cum back mou...
4 room... i take.. rm 5.. cum back...
u say i din get..
haiz... suan it a small thing....
then...the buisness.. nt gud.. say.. i am at here .. so it not gud...
lolz..
i am very funny person..bt sumtime... sumthing...cannot...be over limit..
i cool.. u say.. i today.. very tired...
i funny... u say.. sumthing overy my limit...
wat.. lar....haiz..,
this is working world...full.. of... evil people...
maybe.. i am a very small gas... person...
if sumone... say.. sumthing... bad to me...
i will,.. fight it.. untill. i get it...
dun use power.. to force your worker...
time.. will change everything....u have the power now.. bt... who noe in future...
therefore.. be modesty.....

thank ..for view it..
i am mason han...
nice to meet u all.. have a nice day...
world peace..

So Long din write blog..

hmm...
this few... day....
realy... a stress... day for me...
think that... can manage... to find rm 12000..
at first.. morning .. can find a job.. is rm 1100++
bt now dun have jo..sad..
hmm.. left k box only...yer.. now... rm 1400++
how how...
my dreaM .. i need to think sumthing lo...
hehe... i wun give up also..
who i am.. lee ming han wo...!!

hmm... this .. month.. pay the.. phone bill. and broadband...rm400..
wow.. like killing me softly...with digi..
haha
hmm.. luv.. ar... boring..
no target appear...

today.. my friend.. kok kheng bring me go and c the girl that she like...
hmm.. at first.. c that girl.. she say me nt like korean guy.. bt china guy..
my god..hmm.. then lar..she my nose nt tall...and skin dark..
haha..
cham mou..yong sui jo...
then her sister.. twin..haha.. say i am very funny.. person...oh my gosh.
am i...
i very cool lo...hurr.!!
hehe
bt my bro.. seem worry.. cause.. the girl she like give comment to me..
haiz..
i realy.. dunno how to advice my friend...
luv .. sumone.. why think so much.. worry for wat...
u luv sumone...bt the girl dun luv u...
it nt stupid...okok..
at least.. u try.. to luv sumone.. enjoy. it .lo..
bro... be confidence...to yourself...dun act confidence...
both are nt the same thing...

hmm.. that twins sister.. say her bf.. will .. angry.. if,,,she noe.. she go with other guy that he dunno...
and facebook.. email... and phone... also kena check...
my god.. i ask that girl.. u still with this guy...
oop .. sry it this jerk..
then she say.. ya.. she luv him...
hehe..
then i diam diam saja..
realy... stupiak.. luv this kind of guy..

hehe.. ok lu...
gt work already..
money. money.. here i come...
blek...
lawyer... jangan lari..
saya sudah. datang...
hehe,,

i am mason han...
nice to meet you all.. and failure is the end...
gam ba teh....^.^